Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Dear Heart, I write to You

My Heart,
You torment me
Your direction is left, right, front, and center
How do I follow you, when you do not know your path
I seek salvation in you,
I seek a safe haven,
Yet all I receive is a wake of turmoil and frustration
I cannot, will not believe that your depths are twisted
That from one moment to the next, you are ever changing
Can we reach a compromise?
Can we come to an agreement?
Because I cannot go on any longer, hurting us, and hurting others
I long to be in unison with you, dear Heart,
I long for our morals to be as one
However, your ways seem set, no space for change,
No chance for redemption
You take me down with you, to the depths and fury of a hell, where we both burn
A lifetime of heartache, and disappointment
A change is necessary Heart, listen to my words,
Endeavor to change, endeavor to walk a new path in unison with me, your master
Although, as fate would have it, you are my master, and I your puppet
A law unto which we both know no bounds of love
The love we both have, different yet the same,
Your love has no bounds, mine should
Prevention of that which may hurt us, and scar us
A scar tissue that forever lingers within the depths of our souls as one,
Please, I beg of you, walk in unison with me
Cut the strings that hold me captive, Heart
And let us walk a path of light and humility
Finding that which will find us, happy, content, and satisfied as one
So that we may be loved together, not apart
So that we can be loved truly